Sunday, December 30, 2007

Maria... she is the nicest friend I have ever met in my life. Again, we met at Gymboree more than 2 years ago, ever since, we become friends, through our kids. Her husband happens to work at the same building as my husband. He is a dermatologist at the cancer center.. they are supernice and beautiful family. About less than a month ago, they moved to the bigger house.. I am saying, much bigger house... and sold their house overnight. Ammar and I talked about it and agree that they deserve everything, the house is their destiny, and we are so happy for them. 
Today, we were invited to their house for brunch, and it was so nice to see the whole family again. We have been so busy and with my studying, I hardly go out of the house with the kids, especially Ana, babysitting the kids while I am studying at home.
The house is stunning, huge house, like 1.5 times bigger than our house, but not only that, they got a very good deal on this house. I love everything in their house, the previous owner seems to know what they want in a house. Huge windows in every aspect of the house, overlook the little pond and outside views, including neighbors. I cannot say enough nice things about their house.. it's a meticulously done!!! Bravo, Maria and Chris. We are so happy for them. 

I am entertained to see their panic room, and the wine cellar room. It's unbelievable. Panic room, it reminds me of the movie by Jodie Foster.

Although we are done with the big house, we can pick up most of the attributes in their house to be built in a very miniature size of our future house if we ever moved again. Ammar and I decided that we don't want big house, small house, 3 bedroom house is just enough for us.

Again, I am so grateful to have them as our family friend (I consider Maria is a special sister for me here in Ann Arbor) and I love her family dearly. Her family is expanding, and everything good comes to their life, they deserve it big time.

Nadia had a wonderful time playing with her buddy, Luca.. She always says to me that if she grows up, she is going to get married with Luca. I don't mind.

Friday, December 28, 2007


Ana, the babysitter. The kids LOVE her.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

For the last week I just crave for anything spicy. It brought to our attention that maybe I am pregnant again. We are so content with what we have, our life, our family, when we got Aidan, we are fulfilled, no more kids for us. 2 kids for our 4 hands. Each of us taking care 1 child at a time, everyone is happy, everyone is pleased.
Until now, the period never comes, that is worrisome. 
Finally I asked Ammar to buy me a test... Thank you God... We are not pregnant.!!
We are so relief and we are happy.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Monday, December 24, 2007

We are back home safe and sound, just in time to enjoy the christmas holiday.. well... we don't celebrate it, but the holiday seasons are so beautiful here, snow on the ground, decorations in town, lots of greeting cards, lots of phone calls from friends and neighbors, and of course, we can have our own time, getting slowed down on the holiday season until new year, usually everything is slowing down, except the stores, of course. 
It has been a long time we didn't cuddle all together, lying down on the carpet, jumping on each other bodies, including Aidan. He loves the new game and having Ammar so relax lately, we just love the vacation, just our family, no work involved and no hospital services. 

One thing comes in my mind.. I think I miss having a small house. It's not that I don't appreciate our big house, but having a small house is so much easier to manage and tidy up. Organizing is a breeze. I miss my small house in Massachusetts, and I miss my friends there, too. I miss my mom and my siblings. 
I love my house now, but it takes more of our spare time to maintain it, while in a small house, you spend more time cuddling with children and family.

We talked about this, I think if we ever move again, I would love just to have a 3 bedroom townhouse in a gated community with all the luxury we can have just paying the monthly fees.
No more huge house, no more huge and hard to maintain 1.5 acres of yard, no more spending hours and weekends on house! 

I also miss our housecleaner in Massachusetts. Still couldn't find the exact person who does the great job of my high demanding meticulously cleaning ... I love my house to be clean and spotless, with our house cleaner now.. she still not doing it... we are now debating between keeping our housecleaner team from the Company or keeping the newer girl we just hired. She is very thorough, but very very slow!

Can't complain enough, we now have a lovely baby sitter from Brazil, Ana. Nadia and Aidan adore her so much!

Happy Holidays, Happy Ied, Happy New Year 2008.


Thursday, December 20, 2007





Arizona : Red Rock and Verde Canyon








We left to Sedona, Arizona for our yearly USA vacation. Just right in time of getting away from the snow storm which hit northeast when we left. Aren't we lucky ? Nadia's school had to close on Monday and at the same time we just enjoy very mild winter in Arizona.
It's our second time visiting Sedona, it's one of our favorite place to visit, we love the view and we love the weather. Red Rock is fantastic, Sari even think that it is even more breathtaking than the Grand Canyon. We decided to skip Grand Canyon this time, and enjoyed the scenery, had a laid back life, try to catch up the family time all together. Aidan is sick the whole vacation from flu vaccine he got the day before we left, made him so difficult to sleep, but he still a happy baby, smiling all the time. He likes to cruise everywhere, too.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

These are what you call, Awesome singing. I just got the link from my friend, and it has completely disturbed my studying. Thanks, Nori (hehe) I ended up looking for more youtube videos about this awesome cappella group. 


(I bet you your whole muscle in your body can't help not to dance along with them)

Enjoy and happy holidays everyone.
Finally, I have the nanny for Aidan and Nadia. Her name is Anna and she is a very nice girl. I have time to study now, at least 4 hours a day and I know they are in good hands.

Nadia is always excitedly happy when I told her it's Anna's day today. She loves playing with Anna and she learns some Portuguese words from Anna. Anna is from Brazil, she lives around and she has a clothing store and she alternate taking care of the store with her twin sister who happens to be Luca and Chiara's nanny (Luca is Nadia's best friend). So she only could come on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays every week. On Mondays and Wednesdays, Nadia stay home, not going to school, so she loves it when Anna comes. On Friday, I picked Nadia up earlier so she can play after school with Anna.

Sometimes I wish we live back in Indonesia where labor is so cheap, for the price we are paying the nanny now, I can hire 2 nannies who lives with you and do all the housework for you.

Life in America... it sounds easier than the real one. But, there is always a positive thing living in the States. Better health, better school, and better quality of life. I would not want to live in Jakarta, where I come from, just because I hate the traffic. I don't want to spend all my life in the traffic, hehehe.


Saturday, December 01, 2007

Today, I took pictures for my neighbor. They are so sweet, I love them so much, friendly, and at same time : small world, David, works as a pharmacist at the same department where Ammar works. The wife, Katherine is an ER doctor, who left her job 2 years ago for her cute little daughter, Kyra, who is diagnosed with seizures. 
I see them through my camera, they have beautiful house (like others who live in our subdivision), beautiful daughter (I love her dearly), 2 big dogs, as I took pictures of them, I see the love, the room filled with love, love to their daughter. Her developments are delayed because of her seizures, but thanks God, instead of 6-8 seizures a month, she has not having 1 seizures for the last 6 month. God is gracious. 
I also took pictures of Kyra to celebrate her 2nd birthday in her room. Her room felt so happy! I love her room and again, I feel the love, so much love from both of her parents. 
We downloaded the photos right away on David's computer and watched the slideshow. They were so happy with my work. They offer me the money compensation, which I didn't even think a second about taking it. No way, not in million years. I do photography for fun and the best reward is for them to love my work, that's all it counts.
It's also made me think how much I am so blessed, I have 2 beautiful kids, and I hope I will never take it for granted, ever. I don't know if I will be as good as mom does Katherine does for Kyra if any of my child has that disease. I feel so strong for her. Kyra's development is about the same as Aidan now. She can sit and crawl a bit, claps her hands, smiles, and makes sounds, like mama....  I remember Aidan got seizures after his 2 months vaccine. I felt my life was taken from me. Thanks God, it never happened again. 

Sappy... I am a bit worry about Aidan, he has been having runny nose, he ran fever yesterday.. and we were so worry that he had his second otitis media (ear infection), or is it just because he is teething ? God knows. But today, I heard him grinding his teeth, and I wonder, as far as I know he never had the upper tooth yet, but then I felt it with my finger.. my boy just had his upper tooth, number 46 !!! Yeah!!!

I came home, hugging everyone, including Ammar... I am just so blessed for them. I hugged Nadia, carrying her around, played with her (I made her little house from a sheet and 2 chairs!!), and just pure hugging. 

I can't imagine my life without them. I am just so worry now that Ammar will leave for Atlanta  due to the conference for 4 nights. I will miss him so dearly, and don't even mention Nadia.

Oh well, back to study!!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

HAPPY THANKSGIVING, everyone.

I am so thankful for my lovely and wonderful family, extended family, and friends.
I also so thankful for the generous gifts God gives me. 
I can't thank you enough. You are so gracious.

Thank you.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

I am sorry for not posting for a while. Life is good, but has been very busy. I tried to study at night while the kids are sleeping, and I really feel this time, I got all the wonderful material to help me out with the study. My lovely husband, has been so supportive. We have been getting closer lately, every single one in our family, Nadia, Aidan, Ammar and I have been so close to each other, made us realize again, how lucky we are. We also thinking about getting an Au Pair to help me out with more time to study the boards.

I have been studying the live lectures I could play on my new machine. Gosh.. I love my NEW Apple Macbook!!!! Thanks so much, Amora!!!

Oh... can't help not posting how YUMMY the fruit punch Ammar made for us for the last 2 nights!!! YUM!!!!!

Sunday, October 28, 2007

When you feel so overwhelmed.. that's how you feel when you see mountains of dirty laundry in the laundry room. It's so much, I feel so lazy already to finish it.

One thing makes me excited! I am buying a new Apple Laptop replacing my beloved 3 year old Powerbook!!! Yay! With the intel duo processor, I could listen and watch those NBDE lectures. It will go right in my brain. Aim high!!! I will pass this licensing exam. Pray for me. Amin.

Friday, October 26, 2007



IT'S OFFICIAL!!! They moved out.

June stopped by to see Aidan (too bad he was still sleeping) and to bring the cable box which the cable company will pick up today. They planned to leave tomorrow but the moving company was so fast and they were 1 day ahead of time.

Here are the photos of June walking back to the house and their cars which I will be seen them for the last time in our neighborhood. I will miss Terry's cool red car, and that great blue truck, everytime I see it, it's always busy doing something. Yes, Terry is our neighborhood hero.

I will miss the friendly smiles and friendly hand waves everytime I pass by them.

Good luck, folks.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Three days in a row for hosting dinner, everything all by myself with 2 kids around. That was something I had never done in my life and to be honest, I feel so proud of myself.
I am trashed today.... still have to clean up all the dishes and pans from last night, cuddled with Aidan today, and of course, watching the 2 moving trucks which brought June and Terry's final stuff for Pennsylvania. I am sad, but at the same time, I am so happy for them, and I also so happy that we still could spend 3 nights in a row enjoying good food and nice conversation.
I love them dearly. They loved what I did and also because every single night, I invited other neighbors' family to join us in our small group. Every night, we had 6 adults. For the first time, we used up our formal dining room.

Again, I am so happy that I got to share some Indonesian dishes and Middle Eastern dishes for them, in addition of my own created recipes. They liked the dinners so much that June sent me a beautiful flower today.

June and Terry : "Thank you for everything, I loved the flower. You don't have to do that in your hectic time. Get rest, you have a long drive to do. We will miss you so much."

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I am so trashed today. Last night, the kids didn't let us sleep and it's our last day to host dinner for our beloved neighbor. Nadia got a dental cleaning appointment, and an angel friend of mine, Sue offered me to take care of the kids while I am cooking today. Just got home and I have to go cook. I am a bit worry since it's my first time leaving the kids with a friend....
Thanks so much, Sue.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

We just got back from Judy and Tom's house for the farewell party of our best neighbors, June and Terry. Almost all of our neighbors came to the party, I think only one family didn't come. It was really a nice gathering as I got a chance to talk to every single one, including the family who just bought the house, but not moved in yet.
I enjoyed very much looking at the gifts they got for them, there was a miniature truck that Terry has, which has words : "Terry, the FR's hero). Or a big banner with our subdivision logo and all our signatures in it, etc.

We still going to see them before they leave on Saturday, which is only 6 days left to go. The truck will be coming tomorrow, so I am hosting dinner for them on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, while the rest of the days until they moved, they are also invited to have dinner with other neighbors.
I am planning to invite one family at a time for a surprise, so we still have a small crowd of people in our casual dining time.

We are blessed to live in this wonderful friendly neighborhood. Thank you God for all the bliss in our life.

Friday, October 19, 2007


Lunch with Sisi and Dewi at Eastern Accent. Fun!!!

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Dear someone,

This is a note, just for you and for you only, and this will be the last. Life is too busy to keep getting in the same issue over and over again. Don't we have important stuff to do ?

I sent you friendly e-mails in the past. You kept giving messages of unfriendliness.

I just got a message of unfriendliness and I have to tell you again, I didn't send you any message, like I said the emails are LOST. It was an automatic updates from 'friendster' and it was sent beyond my knowledge. I apologize on behalf of "friendster".

I am too busy to do much fun stuff with my family and friends who love to be my friends. I am not going to beg you to be one if you don't want to. Peace! It's people's choice, we can always pick the friends you want to be and pick a fight whenever you would like, too. I respect your decision in any way you would like yourself to be.

I stand for this, the past is the past. Your significant other will receive a PACKAGE OF THE PAST. I am not going to keep THE PAST with me IN my present and future life.

You have a beautiful life, beautiful family. I am very happy for you. Again, I really mean it.

Life is like music, it depends on how you play it.

Thank you for still checking our blogspots, I know you do, but you are welcome to check them at anytime, now and in the future.

Best regards,
Sari

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

We had a girls night out again, without our spouses, and without our kids.

It started when Jocelyn said we needed to have craft night in our neighborhood newsletter, we ended up just chatting and gathered in euphoria. We decided that this will be an ongoing event, every 3rd Wednesdays every month.

This one just different, because June, our neighbor came the last time before she headed to Pennsylvania, moving to a new house for her brand spanking new insurance office. I am so happy for her but sad at the same time, losing one of the best neighbor, whose house just right in front of ours. I will miss Terry and his truck, mowing the lawn, I will miss seeing them together as cute couple. I will miss their friendly smiles all the time I see them. Nadia will miss them dearly, and again, I am so sad.

We gathered our best recipes from each of us, then put them in the recipe box, gave it to her for her to remind her about her wonderful life in our neighborhood and for her to remember each of us when she made those yummy food. She loved it so much.

There is other annoucements we had in that gathering, Trish who just got a baby girl, Audrey a month after Aidan was born, is pregnant, 3 month pregnant, we are so happy for her.
We also talk about the cookie exchange gathering on Christmas and helping single moms who don't work by collecting all stuff to be donated.

Me and June walked home back, enjoying the conversation and we just realized how beautiful the lighting of my house Ammar did from the other side of viewing. She asked me to take picture, I did, but I need tripod to have a decent photo of the lighting.

I left the house with mess in the kitchen. I was late cooking supper and was just ready before I left, again, Ammar told me not to worry, he would take care of it.

I came back home, he already had my dinner in the plate, and the kitchen was all neat and wiped. What a nice surprise considering he doesn't like to put dishes in the dishwasher, he usually just rinse and stack them in the sink. Thank you my dear love.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

 

The time is almost here. At the end of the month, they are leaving. We will miss you so much, neighbor. Good luck with your new journey.

Sniff.... I am terribly sad that they are leaving.
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Monday, October 15, 2007


Do the right thing. Again.

It's my second time donating my long hair for "LOCK OF LOVE" organization. This organization is awesome, they make the wig for children with cancer, or children with some diseases who lost their hair, full or partial.

It really felt so good when I did it the first time, to remember Nadia's first day at school 2 years ago, and I want to thank God again for giving me the bliss on earth, 2 healthy children and one lovely husband.

Ammar loves my hair long, but for this reason, he let me cut it short. It's amazing that it feels so good after I did it.

It is also handy, because ever since Aidan was born, he grabs hair so much, so most of the time, I put my hair in ponytail.
Now, he won't grab my hair and it will be less time to take care of my new short hair.

It's so funny now, like donating blood, it's addicting. I am planning to just grow my hair again, then donate it again, as much as I can.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

I found this on my friend's blog whose partner beat her unconcious and I just feel like putting this up on my very own blog to know how I feel about her and her daughter. We love you, guys!!!

Fish Doctors of Adrian

Sunday, September 2, 2007

The man who owns the store.
You want to know about this man.
I will tell you a story.

He was a good guy, seemed to want a family.
Got good things.... and then seemed to no want to share them
Then he started to lie.
Then he started to not call and come home on time.
Then he started to not care which was the worst.

Then he beat me once.
The next time I was mad and faught back and I lied, I told his parents that I hit him and that I was to blame for the violence, but I thought it would stop. The next time he professed his love to another man in front of me and when I aknowledged it, he got angry and thew us out. He took my daughter and myself to the garage and did the unthinkable...

He tried to strangle me, he punched me in the face, and threw me to the ground. He beat me unconscious and continued to beat me until the police arrived. I would not be alive today if they were not called. My daughter was screaming for him to stop and she is 5. She calls him Dad.

This person has FELONY charges with the intent to do GREAT bodyily harm just less than Murder plus three other charges. Should we let this go free? NO! This man tried to kill me, I am a tennis pro, you can't just kill me like that...a little kid was watching .. this man HAS to go down,.. He's going to kill SOMEONE!!! I will not let it be me... and I believe he will try to kill me again.

Friday, October 12, 2007

Thursday, October 11, 2007


No more fish in the fish bowl.

We woke up for eating before fasting and found out that Nadia's goldfish was on the kitchen floor. DEAD! He must jumped out of the fish bowl at night. I feel a bit sad.... I just got so attached with it, since I am the one who feed and change the water every day.

After we ate, we heard Nadia called us from room. She got bad nosebleeds. Now, at 7 am, she is up, got dressed (because her pajamas were tainted with blood) and drawing.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007


Aw... health insurance.

I have been feeling blue today, not because that I have sad experiences, but thinking about people surround me. Living in America... everything is overpriced. You know why ? Because everything has liability, people sues right and left. Medical expenses are outrageous. I belong to the yahoogroups for parents in my city, they have discussions about heath insurance and what not. Some families elected not to have health insurance. They cannot afford it, it's so high priced!!!

I saw my medical bill when I was giving birth to Aidan. Just only for 2 nights stay, it cost the insurance more than $30,000
I saw Aidan's bill from his vaccination shots : average of $400 for a 15 minutes visit.
I saw Aidan's bill from his 4 hours observation for EEG : $800

M-Care sold the insurance to BCBS, and we have to decide which insurance we are going to get. There are HMO's and PPO's or even the Traditional Insurance. We are so grateful that we could afford the most expensive one and the best one, the PPO.. but how much it costs for a month ? It's $1,300 for the whole family

I feel so bad, if a family with an average salary of $2,500 a month, how could they afford it ? How do they afford to eat, paying rent, school, entertainments, clothing ?

Average of people here in the States have more than $15,000 credit card debt. A lot of people claimed bancruptcy because of the medical bills.

I see some of my friends have to move out from the house because they got laid off from the jobs. I see a mom and a child so sudden has to be in tight budgets because of the divorce.

I feel for those people, and my family is lucky that we don't have to deal with those issues, but I can not be proud of it, because my heart got hurt, thinking about them.

How you could help ?

Monday, October 08, 2007

I am too sad to know that Fantasy Forest officially closed. I really like that place. Nadia grew up playing there since we moved here. I know the owner and asked her, I have no idea why, she doesn't tell.
I love that place, the staff is so friendly, everytime we come there, they will call our name, says hi to Nadia as if we come to a friend's house. Nadia had her 3rd birthday party there, too.
I am sad that a wonderful family business is beaten up by a bigger unfriendly business which treat you just like a "customer", not family!!!! Life is not fair.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

LAST MINUTES GETAWAY.

On Friday, I told Ammar at work that maybe we should spend time at Mackinaw Island again since it's so nice ..... sunny and 80 degree!!! Not like a usual fall weather.
We woke up in the morning, finally decided to go... packing a small luggage, stuffing Nadia's bag with Aidan's and Nadia's toys, and snacks and headed 5 hours driving North.

The view was awesome along the highway. Aidan was not too happy since we brought Ammar's car, the sun came right to his whole body.. he went so sweaty when we got him.

We just checked in the hotel we used to stay without any reservations, right on time because after that, the hotel was fully booked up. We enjoyed time swimming... because I was just thinking about kids, and packed the swimming attributes, I forgot my own, so I ended up taking pics.

We break our fast at our favorite family restaurant, we left so happy with full stomachs, even Nadia ate so much, and what's new, Aidan ate our food, too.

We stopped by the guest of the restaurant and she told us how much she adores the kids, well behaved in the restaurant (Aidan was eating, Nadia was busy drawing and singing)... and Nadia as usual, talking so friendly with her and another waitress who joined us in the conversation.

God bless, it's not the first time we got some visitors in our table at the restaurant... We made so many strangers whom we ended up chatting with.

Pictures will come soon.

Friday, October 05, 2007

It's pretty sad news for 2 nights in the row.

One, a friend of Amora's father is in hospice. He lost weight from 250 to 160 and he is not doing well.
Last night, we also heard a message from his friend, sounded in panic, asking us to call back, before he called, he called again and told him that his 6 year old son just diagnosed with acute leukemia.
In the middle of talking to him, he kept calling my name, I finally found out that he was really in shock hearing the news, we kept talking about it until this morning, what happened if one of our children so sudden got sick ? This boy was completely healthy, until few days ago, he started to develop the bruises and nosebleeds.
It is a very heartbroken disease that a child has to go through the millions medication, chemotherapy, being weak and sick, lost the hair, etc, then will be under remission, and it might come back again, at least for 5 years.

Our heart goes to the whole family, we felt so lucky that our family is very healthy, Nadia didn't even have a dose of antibiotic, but knock the wood thing could happen with her and Aidan. God, please protect all of us from any kind of diseases, and thank you for giving us all your blessings.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

You owe me big time, Dear!

Ammar played tennis after work, so Nadia, Aidan, and me went to the mosque... gosh, it's 10 more days. Every single day I feel so hungry now.. bummer.. because I am still nursing Aidan, I feel so hungry by 2 pm... but hey.. it's part of the good thing to do. It's holy month, and you will get lots of rewards for fasting. Nadia finally get it that we cannot eat during the day, when it's dark, then mommy and daddy will be able to eat and drink.

On the way back home, it's 9.10 pm. Everyone is tired, I heard my cell was ringing continuously. I left it in the trunk, inside the diaper bag. I stopped on Main street, it's just 5 minutes away from home. It was Ammar, he doesn't usually call me like million times when I don't pick up.

I went out, get the phone, and called him right away and said (teasingly) :"Hey, you don't have to call me million times, today babe!!!).

Ammar told me he got locked out. He put his tennis bag inside the trunk, he forgot to get the car key he put outside the bag....

I had to drive another 20 minutes away from home, to pick him up and give him the spare key (we have our key in each of the car for this kind of situation). Nadia got excited that she is saving her daddy. We arrived at U of M Varsity tennis, I asked him to give me $75 for the cost of taxi if he were going home by taxi.. heheheh...
Of course, he didn't take it seriously.

Nadia gleefully jumped out, hugging her daddy and moved to his car..

We got home at 10.10 pm. It's a late night for all of us.

Amora, you just can't live without me, can you ? :p

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

http://www.datadyne.org, NOT .com

This is an awesome webpage. A friend of mine, Dr. Joel Selanikio, he is a computer engineer but he went to medical school after working at Chase Manhattan Bank. Upon finishing with his pediatric specialty, he interested in epidemiology. His heart goes for helping people on the other side of the world, and he joined UN. He did lots of volunteer works, including the 2005 tsunami in Sumatera. He developed a software which you can download to the palm pilot to help out in epidemiology, called epysurveyor.

Just want to share this great work.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Updated :

A while back, I changed Aidan's blogspot's name to www.aidanomar.blogspot.com. Just click on the left top corner under LINKS WORTH TO CLICK for the updated Aidan's blog.

I am excitedly announce that Nadia will be a horse on the Halloween Day. Yay. I think I am just way more too excited than her. I also get her a huge wooden barn with lots of miniature horses for her Eid's celebration gift.

For Aidan, he reached the milestone of sliding backwards in crawling position. He is now trying to move forward, but right now just wobbling around.

Ammar has been happy working with his new Nurse Practitioner. Since he got her, he slowly comes home earlier, at least he will be home before 7 pm

For Sari, I am excited to have a girls night out again with my most favourite friend, Maria, Luca and Chiara's mom. Too bad it had to be cancelled because Ammar had a tennis match and forgot about it. We are rescheduling it for next week.

Thursday, September 27, 2007


ME and MY kids.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007



TIRAMISU RECIPE

I love Tiramisu, but only once I tried the awesome tiramisu from one of the restaurant in Boston, in 1996, ever since I tasted so many tiramisu which was not so great according to my memory of "good Tiramisu", so I created this Recipe after searching for some recipes I found and I changed it here and there, made it, tasted it, after 3 attempts, finally I found the Ultimate Tiramisu Recipe. This recipe has been travelled all over the place thanks to Anna.. hahahha.... so I decided to just put it on the blog so everyone, especially the Tiramisu lover can make your own and enjoy it.

I called her yesterday, it has been soooo long that I haven't made the tiramise, the recipe was in my head, but then I lost it just like my computer, losing memory... (effect of too busy with kids ? hahaha), so I asked her for the recipe.

It's so funny to open up my e-mail this morning and found my own e-mail I sent for Anna my friend in 2003 for the Tiramisu Recipe she asked.

Enjoy!

From: sari@charter.net
To: annadj96@hotmail.com
Subject: recipe
Date: Wed, 19 Nov 2003 18:19:50 -0500

Hey Anna,

Ini resepnya.

Tiramisu

1 oz of Mascarpone cheese (better with the tiramisu style mascarpone cheese)
2 package lady finger
1/3 cup granulated sugar + 1 spoonful of sugar
1 shot/cup expresso coffee, let it cool down before you start.
2 eggs.
cocoa powder unsweetened
3 spoons of Kahlua (optional)

How :
separate the eggs, white and yellow eggs in separate bowl. (the container of the white eggs is much smaller than the container of the yellow eggs)

Put 1 spoonful of sugar on the white eggs, and 1/3 cups of sugar on the yellow eggs.

Beat white eggs with mixer until stiff.

Beat yellow eggs until the color is pale yellow. Put the mascarpone cheese, beat slowly with the lowest speed until it blends.

Put white eggs on the yellow eggs mixture and mix slowly and carefully with spatula until it blends

Prepare for the pan. 9x9 inch pan.

1. Dip the ladyfinger in the expresso (note , just let the bottom part of the lady finger wet, not the whole ladyfinger is dipped.
2. Put it on the first layer on the pan.
3. Put 1/2 of the mixture ton the top of the ladyfinger layer.
4. sprinkle with cocoa powder evenly.
5. Do 1-4

PS. You can double the ingredients and just use the common sense of dividing ingredients (lady finger and the mixture) when doing the layers.

You can decorate it with shaved white chocolate for entertaining purpose.

Enjoy.

LET ME KNOW HOW YOU LIKE IT AFTER TRYING THIS ULTIMATE RECIPE.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Phew!!! Sad, happy at the same time.

It started on Thursday morning, after updating the blogspots of the kids, I shutted down my powerbook macintosh. Then I opened up later on, there was really bad sound coming from the machine!!! My apple doesn't open... big time failure!!! It stopped working. Nada!!!

I was frantic. My apple is like my life... I called the Apple care, thanks God I bought the extended warranty, and it is still under warranty until December...

They tried to solve the problem over the phone. Nothing, just a white screen with Apple sign on it.. still making scary noises (I know, halloween is coming, but this is more scary for me). I just put some pictures and I haven't backed up my computer yet!!!!!

They made me an appointment to visit the apple store in Ann Arbor, I had to do it on Friday because Nadia was not at school, so we had fun on Thursday with Aidan. I was so sad, the whole time. I tried to convince Ammar to get me a new one.. he said ... no... sigh!!!! I said, just get me the cheap one, he said no because he doesn't want to buy the lower end of apple... just wait another year.. actually it's his turn to have the new laptop.. hahaha... Okay.. so I waited.

I visited the mall with Aidan and leave my Apple there. I got a phone call at night, saying that they changed the optical drive, but the hard drive failed to connect, means they wanted to change the hard drive, too. It MEANS : I WILL LOSE ALL MY DATAS!!! I asked them if they can save it to my LACIE hard drive.. they said the hard drive was a complete failure... Oh what can you do.. I asked them to do it.

I picked up my computer today with Nadia. Had fun at the mall and stopped by at Milla's house... I got a brand new computer, new hard drive, new optical drive, and the most fun thing : They put the newest software and operating system which if I buy the upgrade will cost me $300. This time, I love the extended warranty. It worths every penny.

Now, I got the newest Mac OS X Tiger, with the newest iLife 06... YAY!!!!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Neigbors.... there is nothing like living in the really nice neighborhood. We like our neighbors, the whole subdivision are the nicest people I have met/live with.

We had the first girls supposedly craft night, we ended up just chatting, eating and had a blast.

I brought my camera with me, having so much fun chatting, I forgot to take pictures.

We had so much fun that we are planning to do it every 3rd wednesdays a month.

One thing still make me sad : Our neighbors, Terry and June who live in front of our house are leaving soon. June will have her own insurance agency office in Pennsylvania, and we are soooo sad that they are living. Terry is like the lawn and handyman guru in our neighborhood, anything you asked, he will help you. I am still remembering that he brought the ladder to Nadia's room for me to paint on when I was 8 months pregnant.
June is just a sweetheart. I love both of them dearly and very sad knowing that they are leaving.
My Nadia LOVES them, too.
Ammar will lose his tennis partner.

Saturday, September 15, 2007



We had to attend a meeting in Novi and we need someone to babysit the kids during the time. Thankfully, we got our best helper, Auntie Lisa and Uncle Bill who were willing to drive to meet us there and took the kids while we were at the meeting.
One the way there, Nadia vomited big time, she was so upset that all her clothes are soaking wet with her apple juice mixed with oreos, etc... Something wrong! Nadia had the drink 2 hours before and she didn't digest it. We stopped at someone's house, clean her up, wiped her up, thanks God, I still bring a sweater, she changed her blouse with sweater but her jeans are all soaked, the car seat, too. I couldn't stand not to take picture of her getting upset because she was a mess.
Being clean all the time made her a very clean girl. She wanted to get a bath right away.
We ended up sending the girl to Uncle Bill and Auntie Lisa, asking them to get new pants and new underwear at the mall. Aidan kept watching us from the car, his look as if he was asking : "What the heck is going on there ?"
We met up again at the mall, Nadia slept on the way home, we had a good talk with lisa and Bill, while Ammar hold on Aidan who was not sleeping.
Nadia got all upset when she woke up, Uncle Bill and Auntie Lisa weren't here. How she loves both of them.
Special note for Auntie Lisa and Uncle Bill : "Many many thanks for both of you. I am glad you both like the black forest parfait I made for you."

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Ann Arbor : FYI about what you can get in Ann Arbor.

Ann Arborites love good food. For beautifully displayed, fresh-tasting produce, professional and amateur chefs look to resources like the Ann Arbor Farmers’ Market and, next door in Kerrytown Market & Shops, Sparrow Produce Market; Fresh Seasons Market, on West Liberty; and the Produce Station, on South State. Also in Kerrytown, Sparrow’s companion butcher shop, Sparrow Meat Market, stocks ready-to-cook stuffed flank steaks, chicken breasts, and pork loins, while Monahan’s Seafood Market sells homemade chowder and a tempting variety of fresh fish, and Tracklements Smokery sells its own house-smoked fish. On Miller, the anonymous-looking Knight’s Market (marked only by a chess knight) supplies the public and many of Ann Arbor’s restaurants with excellent beef.

Several neighborhood grocers offer personable alternatives to the area’s big chain supermarkets, including campus grocer White Market, on William. Stadium Market and Deli, with a huge liquor and wine selection, sells specialty foods and makes its own salads and sandwiches, including gluten-free pizza. On Jefferson in the Old West Side, Jefferson Market, a tiny, beautifully restored old-fashioned grocery, is a neighborhood hangout and a resource for imaginative prepared dinners.

Ann Arbor’s thriving international communities support a wealth of terrific ethnic groceries that offer a taste of distant lands. Middle Eastern goods can be found at Aladdin’s Market, on Packard; Mediterranean Market, on Ellsworth; and Jerusalem International Market, on Broadway. Foods of the Far East are featured at China Merchandise, in Plymouth Road Mall; Great Land Supermarket, on Carpenter; Lucky Market, in the Courtyard Shops; Lucky Heng Market, on West Liberty; Tsai Grocery, in the Village Centre; Makkara, on Packard; and Manna, on Broadway. Chez Pierre, at Briarwood, is a locally owned boutique featuring French specialty foods. Nabalee Produce, on Packard, has halal as well as Latin American groceries, and Brazamerica, in South Main Market, offers Brazilian goods. Indian foods are found in Foods of India, on Broadway; Bombay Grocers, on Packard; and Nilgiris Import Goods, on Carpenter. At Zingerman’s, on Detroit Street, a dazzling array of imported specialty foods lines the walls of an award-winning Jewish-style deli. Hiller’s Market in Arborland, part of a small Detroit-based chain, is an American-style grocery store that specializes in kosher meats, plus delicacies like blood pudding and treacle tarts imported from the British Isles.

Among the area’s many convenience stores, a few go beyond the usual chips-and-beer inventory. Village Corner, on South University, is known for its immense selection of wines; Main Street Party Shoppe, on North Main at Ann, has an impressive wine cellar; Morgan & York, on Packard, has an intelligent selection of fine wines and ales, as well as a host of imported specialty foods; and A & L Wine Castle, on Stadium, packs an amazing range of libations inside its regally funky store. Bello Vino, on Plymouth, offers produce, specialty grocery items, and fine wines at good prices. Its neighbor, the Wine Seller, has a pithier but no less interesting selection. In Kerrytown, Everyday Wines specializes in little-known vintages at affordable prices, and its staffers display an uncanny ability to pair wine with food. Wine Etc., in Scio Town Center, boasts an extensive wine and beer selection as well as gourmet treats and wine accessories.

For organic and natural foods and products, health-conscious shoppers head for Arbor Farms, in Boulevard Plaza on West Stadium; Whole Foods Market, on Washtenaw; and the People’s Food Co-op, on Fourth Avenue. Trader Joe’s, in Lamp Post Plaza, offers a mix of natural foods, affordably priced gourmet foods, ethnic items, and a large selection of beers and wines, including the chain’s renowned “three-buck Chuck,” Charles Shaw wines that retail for $2.99 a bottle.

Chocoholics frequent Main Street’s Zenaida Chocolate Lounge and, one block north, the Chocolate Cafe; Washington Street’s Schakolad Chocolate Factory for truffles, creams, and chocolate-covered nuts and fruit; and Kilwin’s, on Liberty, which sells gourmet chocolates and a cheerful assortment of exotically flavored jelly beans, ice cream, and homemade fudge. On Huron, Say Cheese specializes in enormous, rich cheesecakes; its sister store, Deda’s Bakery, deals in artfully decorated sugar cookies as well as custom cakes. Big City Small World Bakery, on Spring Street at Miller, features muffins, scones, and decadent gourmet ding dongs (including vegan versions). At Briarwood, Mac & Oliver’s Sweet Tooth is an old-fashioned candy store showcasing the family’s homemade peanut-butter- and chocolate-covered caramel corn. Porter’s Premium Popcorn, in Nickels Arcade, offers delightfully weird flavors like barbecue and piña colada. On South University, Sweet U sells M&Ms by the pound as well as flavored nuts, hard candy, caramel corn, and cotton candy.

Zingerman’s Bakeshop, on Plaza Drive off South State, offers scones, enormous brownies, and a splendid section of aromatic, freshly baked breads. Nearby, Zingerman’s Creamery sells fresh artisanal cheeses made with milk from area dairy farms.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

H.E.L.P, A Mantra for Every day lives.

I seek your forgiveness for all the times :
* I talked when I should have listened
* Got angry when I should have been patient
* Acted when I should have waited
* Feared when I should have been delighted
* Scolded when I should have encouraged
* Criticized when I should have complimented
* Said no when I should have said yes
* and Said yes when I should have said no.

__ Marian Wright Edelman,
The measure of our success

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Something very very disturbing when we got home and found a message from my dear friend. She is one of my best friends I have known for almost the whole time since we moved to Michigan. We don't talk to much about her husband and her family, but we got along really well. Nadia plays with her daughter, religiously. Nuff said. Life has been very overwhelming since we got back, unpacking 5 big luggages, got really bad bugs which made you feel so blue for the first 5 days of us being home (just today I feel so much better and went outside the house). I talked to her finally on the phone but couldn't talk to much because Aidan asked to be nursed. She usually is very good with emails, but she also got so overwhelmed with emails and phone calls.

I feel so sick thinking what had happened with her and her daughter. I love her dearly and I was angry and mad knowing that this thing happened 2 days after we left and I was not there for her when she needed help. The whole thing is still a mistery, thanks to Sue, I found her post about what her feeling about this whole darn thing. I felt the same thing, and I should post it out in my own blog to tell my dear friend, how much I think about her and how much I wish I could made her feel like brand new, without any scars in her heart, which is impossible.

Her husband beat her up in the garage in front of her daughter, unconcious and bleeding. One thing is unacceptable, I really can't stand men who beat up women!

Here is Sue's post (PS : Sue, I hope it is okay to post your feeling in my blog)
"I met with a friend who was struggling in her relationship with her husband–we commiserated about the pain of the relationship and the problems therein, and she confronted him about his destructive behaviour a few days later. Then I got a note from her that he had thrown her out, followed her and her daughter out to the parking garage of their building, and beat the crap out of her. I was so scared for her; her daughter’s screams are what got people to call the police and ultimately got my friend’s attacker (at this point, it’s hard to recognize that he had a formal place in her life with a title for him) to stop beating her. She had bruises and got a host of stitches and he was carted off to jail. He was charged with felony assault (unheard of in domestic violence situations), and she is now safely away from him. The really weird thing is that I had this inkling in my heart when we met together that I should ask her if he had ever tried to hurt her. But I second-guessed myself and decided against the question; looking at her and seeing her confidence, physical strength (she’s a tennis pro), and agility, I read her as never putting up with that sort of crap. I was wrong. And honestly, I don’t think I’ll doubt my intuition again. It’s normally correct, and I ignored it. I don’t think that I could have prevented her attack if I’d asked, but it definitely would have given me fodder for discussion and prayer.

Regardless, about 15 people showed up at her apartment this week and packed her up and moved her out. I was so glad that so many (women and men) showed up and packed, hoisted, lifted, schlepped, and unloaded things for her. It was physically tiring, for sure–working in a hot apartment with all that emotion and all those people is bound to wear you out. But it was emotionally draining as well, and I didn’t expect that. I found myself just wanting to sit down and cry when it was all over. I had a friend who volunteered to watch Brendan for me, and I didn’t really have the opportunity to “let down” when the moving was done and I found myself crying as I fell asleep that night. Being hot and tired is one thing, but facing the destruction of a relationship through something as destructive as violence and pornography (the reason their relationship was our point of discussion intially) and knowing what her daughter experienced and the fear she was living with hit me full-force that night."

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

We came back, found some weird stuff around the house. The grass gor fried, we turned off the sprinkle system because it was raining for 3 days when we left, for some reason, the neighbor forgot to turn on the sprinkle system, but they trimmed the grass nicely. We found a weird dead grass track, and found out it was moles digging under the grass, making tunnels. We also found at least 9 clusters of paper wasps on our sidings and roof. We called Insectech and they came right awaay to spray them off.

Nadia's goldfish was safe back home, thanks to our neighbor's care, Andrea. It looks healthy and she came to invite us for dinner, that was really thoughtful of her. Yes, we really need it, not to cook dinner on our first day back home... The dinner was really nice, we came home right away because everyone had the jetlag....especially Nadia and Aidan.

I got the bugs, we assumed we got it from Arfan, Ammar's brother who lives in Germany, then he passed it to Aidan, then to Ammar, and the last one, it's me. I got so sick 4 hours after we arrived home, and just feel so much better now, despites of the retaining terrible headache afterwards.

We talked about how much we love our house, especially our bed! We missed it so much, and we are so blessed to have wonderful family. I love my family sooooo much!

Ammar is going back to work tomorrow.. the kids and I will miss him dearly. Once he starts working, we will hardly see him around.

Monday, September 03, 2007


Issam and his family, his wife Sawsan, his children (biggest to smallest), Maleka, Noer, and Adnan


Our family, Ammar, Sari, Nadia, and Aidan


Mama and her kids (not in million years they reunite at the same time!), oldest to youngest, Issam, Ammar, Arfan, and Rim. (Baba, Ammar's dad, decided not to take pictures with us due to the pajama he was wearing and he just got his eye surgery on his right eye.. not to feel good about it)


The whole Zoubi Family.

It was quite an entertainment to take pictures of all of us. I love his family. He came from a wonderful one, compare to most of Syrian people that I know of or met.
We are leaving today. After packing and everything, we decided to take naps because our flight is at 11 pm, then we have to wait 2.5 hours in Jordan, we are leaving to Detroit at 2.30 am.
Aidan has been so active, he fell off the bed. Fortunately he was okay.

We all had a great time in Damascus, the main house that Ammar's parents have. The view from their balcony is so nice. We also stayed at the mountain house (Bludan) for 2 nights with Issam's family (Ammar's brother who lives in Kuwait). I decided not to go to the house they own on the seaside, it is too hot here even in Damascus, the temperature is about 44 centigrade in the day and down to 30 centigrade at night. Everything is night time, they naps at 3 - 7 pm, then live started after, even we sleeps at 12 midnight every night, have dinner at 10 pm. We took Nadia to the playground at 9.30 pm, lots of kids play there, too.

I had wonderful time playing and meeting Ammar's brothers and his family. Arfan, Ammar's brother who lives in Germany came after, I like him the most. Nadia thinks he is the best uncle.

Vacation is over, and we are ready to go back to the States.

Saturday, September 01, 2007





Happy 5th Anniversary!!!

We celebrated it in Damascus. We got the luxury of having the family to baby sit the 2 kids. Aidan slept the whole time we were out, and Nadia's grandma and aunt took her to the playground. For the first time, we didn't think so much about the kids. We did it last year and the whole time, we just couldn't enjoy our dinner, thinking about our kid.

Ammar surprised me 2 times by buying me a necklace and I happened to choose it myself, hm...sorry he still have to give me jewelry on the top of the HD camcoder...haha... then he took me to Four Seasons Damascus and we had a romantic dinner on the deck of Four Season, and Italian restaurant (God, how much I missed a non Syrian food.. haha) called Il Circo. Wonderful meal, and wonderful time. Another surprised, Ammar arranged to have a cake with our names on it.

We stroll home, nice walk, holding hands, watching people around, and got home in 10 minutes. Nadia had a wonderful time with her grandma and Aunt, and we also had a great time.
Nadia : "Mommy and Daddy, are you married again ?"

Monday, August 27, 2007

Royal Jordanian.

I need to vent here. Never... never fly with Royal Jordanian anymore. We supposed to fly at 11 am, we arrived at 9 am and found out that we had to stand in line which was stop moving because the agents are not ready (big mistake : They forgot to put some datas in the computer the night before....so the computer is not ready). Ammar and I had to be separated, he waited to the luggages with Nadia, and I am waiting in the line with Aidan. Finally they started to get the passengers passports and tickets (only), scanned them, and then we still have to make lines for the luggages. Our flight was delayed 3 hours, but in the monitor still said : ON TIME!!!

The flight was about 11 hours direct to Jordan. They didn't let us sleep at all. The flight attendants don's pick up garbages. They don't come when you press the buttons to call them. They don't have snacks and milk... big.. big difference compares with Singapore Airlines.

We arrived in Jordan, and missed our connecting flight. We supposed to fly at 7 am, but we arrived at 8.15 am. Only 2 flights to Damascus every day, so we had to stay in Jordan until 9 pm for the next flight.

We waited 10 hours in Jordan, thanks for the hotel, we slept finally and took some bath.

Finally we arrived in Damascus.. We lost 4 of 5 our luggages. Can you imagine that ?

After 3 days, we finally got our luggages. I have handwashed the kids clothings (only 3 pairs for Aidan, and 2 pairs for Nadia), because we left the next morning for the vacation trip.

I think it is the worst travel ever in our family history, but we made it safe to Damascus and we had a lot of fun for the big family reunion. Nadia enjoys her cousins so much.

Friday, August 17, 2007


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FINA!!!

It's my sister's birthday.. Due to the 12 hours difference, it should be on the 18th Indonesian standard time..... Just a day after Indonesian's independence day.
Mommy Froggy, Nadia said she really wants to see you again. She asked thousands of times whenever she saw me packing, she asked if we were going to Indonesia... No honey, we are going to Syria...

Kak Ina, semoga selalu diberkahi Allah SWT, sehat selalu, murah rezeki, dan anything you wished for will come true...

I miss you so much....

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

I updated my photography blogspot a bit, not a whole lot of pictures. busy. busy.. busy.. darn it.. I have tons of pictures.. I kept telling Ammar how much I need 48 hours a day... it's just not enough time.

Loved photography since I got my first camera at the age of 7 years old.
I read a lot about photography. My favourite online reading is :
http://www.kenrockwell.com

I love gadgets, I love electronics, more than anything. No, I lied.. I love music, too. I can play piano, cello, violin, and clarinet, but of course, I play piano the most.

When I started dating Amora, he asked me what I wanted for my birthday. It was in year 2000. I told him, you will never go wrong with electronics. I got a god bracelet instead!!! (Not to excited about that.. hahaha). My exs likes gadgets, too. They bought me palm pilots, mp3, etc and I remember I was just like a child when I received them.. loved them... and at that time I wished my husband will give me gadgets instead of jewelries and flowers. My family knows already, they bombarded me this year with gadgets on my birthday in May.. hahaha.

My wish came true... I got high def camcoder earlier to celebrate our 5th anniversary on Sept 1. Yay, Ammar!!! Now, I am ready to travel

Monday, August 13, 2007

I really don't know where to start.

My list of things to do are beyond possible. We are leaving in 8 days and I have tons of stuff to do.
I want to do the best things for my in laws to bring with us. Yes, it will be my first trip to Syria, Damascus, and so do for Aidan and Nadia. It will be fun for all of us, Ammar got nervous because he has not been there for 9 years and he wonders how Syria looks like now.

I am a bit overwhelm, the grasses grow like weed and I fell on my tail bone exactly in the corner of the cement steps outside the sunroom. Boy, was that HURT!!! Ammar fell so sorry, he knows how much it hurts. I must have bruised my tail bone. It feels like being pregnant again, getting move around so slow, especially after sitting down quite a while.
Ammar will take over mowing the lawn. There are so much stuff inside the house needs to be organized....

Friday, August 10, 2007

We had a wonderful August 17th celebration. (it's Indonesian's Independence Day). The IndoMichigan groups had some potluck picnic at a wonderful Kensington Park, oversees the lake... Nice food, nice weather, nice photoshoots... my girl didn't want to go home. The photos are coming up, but here is the email from the group about the event today.

Gee. Listening to the Anthem Song today, almost made me cry. I wonder why ? Because I used to sing it every single Mondays during my school years ? Being an American citizen doesn't make me pure American. I still have that feeling of nationality towards Indonesia.

Anyway, here is the comment :
"Our picnic was a great success, we have a great weather, great food and
plenty of it, great company, and most of all we get to see and meet new
people and old friends. I don't have the exact count, but my guess we
have close to 150 - 160 people in attendance this afternoon.

First, I would like to congratulate all our committee members. You put
together this program is such a short time. From thinking about it to
reality in 6 weeks. You have done well !
Thank you Ria, Tri and Ina for providing a great traditional dance at
the picnic.
Pictures will be uploaded to our new website as soon as it's available.

Thank you all for coming and participating, we are looking forward to
have another bigger and better picnic nex year.
Please, let us know if you have any idea/suggestion or would like to
volunteer to be in the committee for next year."

Merdeka !!!

Monday, August 06, 2007

I am sorry in advance for this one of a kind post. Actually I just want to be more sentimental here, maybe I just want to vent and share a bit about myself. I have never vent in the www before, not even to my friends about people around us, which you meet every single day of your life.

There are so many kind of people out there in the world. The one really bugs me so much is a person who constantly in denial, lying to themselves every single day, acting as they are the best ones compare to others, said something which they think it's true (don't care if it is not) and have the tendency to believe on what they wanted to believe (which ones were more convenient to them). They cannot see other people who are better then themselves. This people would do anything to become someone else. I called this people is a constant liar, because they are the most dangerous people to be friends with.

The second group of people which I am not fond of, and usually I just have no tolerance with them is the snobbish, arrogant, especially someone who has money, but they think money can buy everything. I met lots of people, who once so snobbish in the beginning, and once they know me or my family, they change completely 180 degree, then they wanted to be friends with me, well, I never ended up being friends with them, because I just lost interests.

The people I love the most : Someone who is honest, kind, down to earth, and don't talk about other people's bad, beautiful from inside basically, no matter they have money or not, no matter their education level is.

I never pretend to be nice to people when I don't like them. I don't have this typical 2 faces some of people has. My mother always says to me that she is amazed how many friends that I keep for most of my life. She said I don't have so many friends like my sister does, but I tend to have them for life. People sometimes misinterpret me, sometimes they judge me for what I am not as a person.. let them be (it is well known that you cannot pleased everyone). Time usually tells, which one is right or wrong, but usually I am the one who laughs at the end. I still have friends from my elementary school, and I love every single one of them, they are from very poor family to the very rich family, no schools to the highest schools you have ever think of. I don't look from the way they dressed, I don't look from whatever cars they drive, I don't look for how the houses look like, I don't look how pretty or not so handsome they are. I just look their inner beauty.

Sunday, August 05, 2007

To our best friends, Bill and Lisa.

It was a very nice party. Everyone was so wonderful at the party. We are so happy that Aidan got the experience of having "grandmas" for a while. Nadia found her best friend, Alexandra. The dancers were the best idea ever for the party. Bravo, Lisa. Illona is such a nice woman, now I know how you, Lisa becoming a very fun and thoughtful woman.
You guys deserves each other, it's finally happens, you reunited. You look so cute together last night.
We are so happy for you and God Bless you both. Hope every single wish you want come true, especially that very special thing.
You have wonderful family and friends. Such lucky couples you are.

P.S.: Talked to Connie and Lou. We will arrange the dinner at our house after we come back from vacation in September. Hopefully Andrew and Julia will be here, too (we talked to him about it, too).

Friday, August 03, 2007

Last night, After I put Aidan to sleep and Ammar put Nadia to sleep, I went to my bed, start studying. Ammar went to the office room, finishing up his work.

After 15 minutes, I heard someone got in my door, surprisingly it was Nadia. (Nadia doesn't go out of her bedroom most of the time)
Me : "Hi Nadia, aren't you supposed to go to sleep ? Tomorrow is school day."
Nadia : "Hi, Mommy, Aidan kept waking me up. He is too noisy."
Me : "Oh, Aidan is sleeping, and I think you are the one who is noisy most."
Nadia : (changing subject) "Hey Mommy, what are you reading ?"
Me : "I am studying for my board exam."
Nadia : "What is it about ?"
Me : "It's about human body."
Nadia started to talk and talk and talk and talk....
Me : "Nadia, I am studying right now, it is very important. If you want to go to sleep, go to your room, but if you want to stay in Mommy's bed, you cannot make any noise or talk to me, okay ? Because I need to concentrate."
Nadia : "Okay."
Me : I put the pillow next to me for her to lying down."
Nadia lied down next to me, then I started to read again.
After 15 minutes, I didn't hear from her, not a work, I looked at her, she was watching me with her beautiful big eyes"
I smiled at her,.... gave her a big hug, and kissed her....
After a while, I got so tired, at least for 45 minutes, my brain couldn't compromise tonight. So tired. So I prepared myself to sleep, I hugged Nadia, she was still not sleeping yet.
Hm... how much I miss cuddling with her in my own bed.. it's a luxury, it doesn't happen very often.

The next thing I know, Ammar brought Aidan to my bed to be nursed.... It's morning time!!!

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

What a crew we got today. The Molly Maid usually only have 2 ladies to clean our house professionally. Today, there are 4 people... gee... and they finished our big house just in an hour. Good for Aidan because he just doesn't like the noises they made during the cleaning.
Nadia came home and I asked her not to make a mess because the house is sparkling clean... She got so disappointed, she said : "Oh, I missed them... I want to see the cleaning ladies and play with them...."
I said : "Nadia, last time when you were home, and the cleaning ladies came, you kept talking to them, they can't work..."
Nadia : "Why ?"

I had to cancel my haircut appointment because until 7.30 pm, Ammar was not home yet... he is so busy with 6 new complicated patients... Oh well, that's what you paid for having a loving tender smart busy husband. I reschedule it for 8.30 pm on Friday. Hopefully he will be home at 8 pm on Friday.
I am so exhausted today... I slept right after Aidan slept and Ammar read books for Nadia, and when Ammar came to the bed, he told Nadia who wanted me to kiss and hug her that her mommy had already slept. She came to the bed, jumped on my bed and gave me lots of kisses and whispered : "Mommy, I am giving you lots of good night's kisses"
My mother's little sister died in October 2006, and when I went to Jakarta, I missed to see her. She was diagnosed with cervical, lung cancer, and the whole nine yards a year before she died. Her husband (my uncle) was a huge smoker, day and night, as far as I remember, he always smokes every time I see him. So, my aunt became a passive smoker.
Everything was done to make her better, from going back and fourth between Jakarta, Medan and Singapore, she tried so hard to live longer. My sister, who is a physician, came along with her all the time to talk to the doctors in Singapore.
2 months after she was diagnosed, her husband was also diagnosed with cancer in larynx. Of course, after that he stopped smoking.
I feel so sorry for the only daughter, who got this news about her parents. Thanks God, she got married right before her mom passed away. I saw her in Jakarta, in December 2006, great news, she was pregnant.
I talked to my sister yesterday and she told me that my uncle passed away last week.

God, please help their daughter and grandchild (I am so happy that Laura, my cousin, got a chance to introduce her son to her father, which I have never got that chance with my own father).

Inna lillahi, wa inna lillahi roji'un.

P.S.: Please, please, please, readers, stop smoking, or don't even try to smoke.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Sometimes I just have to listen to my husband! :)

He told me a long time ago that I should have organized the photos I took and just pick whatever the best from each month so I can make them as slide shows on our daughter's wedding day.

I decided to do it tonight.. gee!!!! I am bummed with gazillions of photos!
Instead of studying, I just stopped after 1 hour of study, then went to the office room, playing with the computer and it's 2.52 am and I am up and still running!

Help!!!!
Since Aidan was born, I see more bonding between Nadia and her daddy. He takes her to school 3 times a week every morning, and he reads her books almost every night at bedtime.
I also worry when I found him curling in her firetruck bed, lying down with Nadia after story time. Gee, Ammar weighs 200 pounds and this is a toddler bed we are talking about. I am just afraid he will break it.
Tonight, Ammar had to call the other physician for a sign out since he is starting his service today. I read her book, after reading a loooong Indonesian language book of her choice (she insisted to read it, BTW), it hits me how much I miss reading her books and say good night to her, I lay (curled) down in her firetruck bed, and I just know now how nice it was, curling out with your own daughter, whispering about how lucky we are, and made her promise that she will go to school, and gets a wonderful education so she will make a good living, and kissing her all over her face, telling her how much you love her.
PS : Her firetruck bed is soooo comfortable. No wonder Daddy loves lying down with her.
Nadia told me : "Mommy, I love it when you sleep with me in my bed."

Saturday, July 28, 2007






I promised Nadia to have a horse ride, which is only on the weekend, so we came back again to Domino Farm with Auntie Lisa and Uncle Bill, and Kenna, our neighbor. Thanks Lisa, for taking pictures of me and Nadia. I can't count on Ammar. :)

Friday, July 27, 2007

One of the Monarch's eggs hatched last night. It was so tiny, very dark in color. I am excited!!!

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Monarch Butterfly.

I am soooo excited today that one of my friend gave me 3 monarch butterflies' eggs. We went to her house to pick them up, Nadia got a friendship bracelet from her 11 year old daughter, Thanks Serena. And I got all the explanation about the butterfly from our friendly/nice new friend, Belita.
She has been growing monarch butterflies for 4 years, and boy, she knows a lot about it.

I am debating between putting the whole story of this miracle of life in Nadia's blogspot or just in mine. I am way more excited than Nadia, at the same time, I got so excited to show Nadia the real life lessons about monarch butterflies.

Photos will come in the chronological orders soon. I just don't have time to be in front of the computer for so long.

PS : Thanks Sue, for letting me see the eggs at the 4th of July party. That really inspires me.
Proud Mommy!

I have never been more proud of my children this morning. For the last 3 days, we have been talking about shots to Nadia. She got her 2 shots today due to the trip we are going to do in August abroad. I scheduled her appointments the same time with Aidan's continuing vaccines appointment. Both me and Ammar talked about how it will be, it will be a little bit hurting, but it will make her strong to the actual disease, she won't get sick, what not.
I also played the Bear's House movie about shots.

I was a bit nervous last night that I asked Ammar if he could come along to the clinic just because I am not comfortable having 2 crying kids after the shots. He said he couldn't come because he is having a meeting with the division chief. Oh well. It turned out he drove me over to the clinic, waited with Nadia in the waiting room, and left to the hospital. I was left with 2 kids.

I talked with Nadia again about the shots, bragging her that I would be proud of her and have a special brave girl's present ready in my bag.

Nadia got the shots first, she squinted and moved her legs a bit while I am holding her hands, and believe it or not, she is not crying at all. Then she got the second one, she was so brave. I could see her face turned red holding it but, no crying!. She got her self-picked Curious George bandaids for both thighs. Then she sat down to wait for Aidan's turn, happily and smiled proudly.
I gave her the present and she loved them. It's Lightning McQueen and Sally cars.

It's Aidan's turn. He got oral rotavirus vaccine and 1 shots, the Hep. B. He cried like 5 seconds only. I hold him and we all walked out the doctor's office happily, no one cried.

I walked out the door, thinking, that was the easiest appointments ever, very very proud of them.

As a present, we went to see the B's family again for Urban Toddler's playdate. It's 4.25 pm, and we just got home! What a wonderful day.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Back to school ?

Yes, I decided to go back to be a dentist again, and getting back my career as a dentist. It's been a while that I haven't done dentistry/orthodontics works, and I would have to study again for it. Wish me luck! I know it will be tough for our family, but the kids will have better future with the education savings and our retirement's savings.

I you find out that I am playing too much and not studying for my board exams, please remind me!! Especially you, Amora!

I heard about Google that this big company will make office in Ann Arbor. Time flies, and I drove down downtown AA and notice this building right in front of me.. Here we comes, Google in AA is here. Google has been my favourite thing since 2000, they are doing great job.

Here is some info about it :
"Though some don’t think much of it, Ann Arbor’s a pretty nifty little town. It’s got great food, great music and (as one would expect) lots of beautiful trees.
Now it may have Google, according to a story in today’s Detroit News, which has speculation on the company’s plans to build a new technology center housing up to 1,000 employees.
Though it’s still unconfirmed, the choice of locale makes sense. Here’s why:
The Print Project: Last year Google and The University of Michigan launched a project to digitize the school’s 19 libraries. They’re looking for space to work on incorporating U of M’s thousands of volumes into their engine. Right now their employees are in less cushy digs where we’re pretty sure they don’t have access to those famous gourmet lunches.
Lots of Young’uns: According to a 2000 census, Ann Arbor’s largest population groups are those ages 20-24 and 25-34. That means a large talent pool of recent grads to draw from.
Larry’s Alma Mater: Founder page earned his engineering degree from U of M and the university consistently ranks among the top schools in the nation. Though their recruitment ads remain neutral with most requiring a plain old Bachelor’s Degree from Any School, USA, the company has a bit of a rep for being school snobs. When I worked there I was surprised to learn I was one of the few people in my department who didn’t go to an Ivy League school.
Cultural Fit: Not to generalize a city of 140,000+ people, but Ann Arborites a mostly liberal, creative, and quirky bunch. In other words - a lot like Googlers. It’s easy to imagine the city embracing the firm and like-minded recruits lining up at the door."

Sunday, July 22, 2007

I am having a new disease right now, becoming an obsessive compulsive just in one particular thing... the lawn!!! I decided to trim the yard again today. I was right, it was just grown so much in just 3 days!!! I could see the lumps of the cutted grass scattered all over our yard. Ammar brought Aidan and sat on the front door, watching me trimming the grass. If anyone asked why not Ammar doing it ? Just because I don't let him do that. When he trims the grass, he didn't do a meticulous job as I did, as usual, he would do it so fast and he would miss some spots. Sorry babe!! Well, we both agreed that I do good jobs, with the lines I made.
Anyway, when I moved to the backyard, I saw Ammar brought Aidan to the sunroom, to watch me again. It was nice to see both of them cuddle up together. Like a warm feeling all inside your heart when you see your husband with the kids having fun. I love them so much!

I finished the mowing, Ammar came out with the blower and he finished blowing all the cutted grass on the driveway and sidewalk. He came to me said that Aidan took naps, and he wanted to change the oil of the tractor.

While he was changing the oil, we talked about how much we love our home, it's very nice, nice neighborhood, and what not. We have been living here for 2.5 years, and he said to me : "There are 3 things we did to the house worth every penny : "The sunroom, the natural gas power generator, and the power washer!" Yep, I am agree with that! Good thinking.