I am back from Indonesia after the mentally exhausting travel, I am back to see my kids whom I left with Ammar for the first time in my life, for 8 full days.

I am so happy to see him and the kids.

I am so happy to have my wonderful husband, who loves me so much, who hugs me a long time during my sadness, who supports whatever decisions I made, a very responsible guy.
God, am I glad I met him and have him to be in my life.
God, am I glad that I can have kids with him, kids who love him so much, waving good byes, and ran after him every time he comes from work.
Daddy, who always make them milk and my coco milk in the morning in our bed.
Daddy, who always put them to bed and the one who checks on the kids if they have bad dreams
Husband who always call from work just to check on us.
A very good friend who always give wise suggestions in life.
A family member who really loves his family and my family
A father, a husband whom we adore, who is so precious in our life.

I love you so much.

I have been playing a lot on facebook, that's how I see my very old friends.

I have been 'friends' with my exs sometimes we chat and sometimes we just kind off cool off. I am a type of a person who think past is the past, I will be friends with my exes, sometimes I got burnt because the significant others could not accept the friendship.

Yesterday, I chatted with one, just because he put my favorite song in his shout out, we ended up chatting, and he asked about my brother who is really ill at the hospital right now. Then it came to asking me if I sometimes misses him.

This is really something that I have never asked anyone before... so I answered honestly... no... I don't miss him.

This is the truth. I am very happy with my life, I have a wonderful ex boyfriend, whom I adore as my beloved husband, who whispers in my ears when I slept earlier than him before he goes to bed to tell me how much he loves me, 2 beautiful kids who really steals my heart, and a good life, God is gracious. I am so thankful for God who has been really nice to our life and our family.

Yes, I am still friends with my ex-boyfriends, but it's just a friend. I have had some accusations that I was still really into them, but not. I got phone calls from them, at the same time I call them if I needed something.

Oh well, this is just randomize thoughts, not for a specific person, but for the whole.

Happy 4th of July and we are leaving for a week vacation with my beloved family.