First frost. It's freezing cold today and we woke up at 7.30 am seeing the frost all over the grass. For crying out loud, it's only October 3rd and we just got into the fall. I am afraid the real winter will be so unbearably cold.

I am blessed on this Ramadan Month. My eyes were opened wider to see what's good for you and what's not good for you.

God opened up my eyes and showed me the bad things in my life, then bombarded me with lots of bliss, in friendships and the way I should look up to in our family life. I learnt that I should always trust my husband's gut's feeling towards any of my friends, he never told me to do so, just a suggestion, and now, I learnt my lesson, as he told me : "I told you a long time ago... now it happened" God proved and showed us boldly, things that has been look so vague to become real and obvious. 

My husband, for the first time in 3 years finally will get a bonus, which will cover the whole expenses to go to visit our families in the other side of the world, with the possibility of salary raise. Alhamdulillah.

The kids, have to learn the good way and the hard way to start forget about things they love, replace them with something way better. 

The only thing still bothered me, but I trusted God's power to place our family wherever the best, the schools I applied. I am just only hoping to start school again next year.

Nadia and Aidan both love their school and they are such a bliss in our life.

I learnt that I have to stand for my family no matter what. 

Ramadan always remind me how God always be so close to me and make my wish comes true, one of them is the husband I asked in year 2000, on Ramadan.... someone who is honest and love me. 

Thank you so much for your blessing, Allah. Amin.