It's the 19th today. The president's Day. It is also the anniversary of my father's 13 years of his death.
Dad, I wish you can see how much big Nadia is... and wish you can see our lives here and I love you so much!

I also read my sister's blog whose birthday was yesterday. She wrote her blog on Feb 15th, the 4th anniversary of her husband's death, the lyrics of Josh Groban's "To where you are"
It really touched my heart reading her blog today. It's so funny that the deaths of the men in her life were surrounded by her birthday. Don't be sad, my dear sister, our newest son will be born tomorrow, too... around your birthday.
I feel blessed, because then I will always remember Ardi, my beloved brother in law, your birthday, and our beloved father.

I went to my doctor's appointment today. Everything looks wonderful and we are scheduled to check in the hospital at 12 pm and have the c-section done at 2 pm.
My mother wanted to come and she wanted me to take her to buy some more sewing stuff for the baby's room and Nadia's curtain (changed plan...I only wanted to go to the doctor, not going around!), so I ended up taking her, had lunch together, and when we checked out at the cashier, the cashier asked me : "When are you due ?" I answered : "Tomorrow!!" She was so surprised and said : "Oh my God, you are so brave!!" I told her, if it were not because of my mother, I wouldn't be there at the store.

It's 2 days to go for the delivery. Ammar asked me not to do anything, so for this weekend, he was all over, taking care of Nadia, clean up the drive way from the snow, cook, carry stuff to be moved out of the baby's room, helped arranging the folded laundry, and even put Nadia to bed.
Amora, if you read this, I am so thankful that you are such a great father and a wonderful husband. It feels you are so helpless at this point of time, got lots of Braxton Hicks contraction and being so tired all the time. I love watching you and Nadia played together outside making the snowman.
Love you so much.
PS: Do you know that I love you so much more than I love my mother ? (psttt.. it's a secret!!!)